ok so this weekend in athens... umm... i really dont know what to think of it really.
i had such high expectations on the way driving there friday afternoon. for the first time since august, all of my favorite girls were going to be back together. unfortunatly, things definatly werent easy going and happy like i thought it would be.
we changed. that all there is to it. i know i have just with the fact that im not just hanging out with only one group of people like i did in high school. ive branched off and now i have like 4 groups that i like to hang out with. but the thing is that out of all of them, i cant depend on them like i do like hodges, rach, mare, lovell, and aub. so it made me really sad to see what a few months away at college did to us.
i feel like my best friend is very mad at me still right now. i understand that i probably shouldnt have said some things that i did one nite, but at the same sense, how was i supposed to know that it would be so upsetting?
like i said to some others, thanksgiving break might be a real shock to see how everything pans out. i hope we can all just bring things back for atleast a week.
thank you lovell for taking care of us this weekend, thanks to the guys for giving me a place to sleep, thanks amy and the group for making our tailgating experience kick ass.
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So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same
You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right
~Keane "Everybodys Changing" | 
i just want so badly to get out and leave for a few weeks... not to tell anyone where i am going or when i would be back. that sounds ideal to me lol.